I am telling you, if you can renew your mind you can save yourself a lot of misery. If you want to continue to be miserable you just think of things that make you miserable. But if you don’t want to be miserable then get busy making a decision tonight “tonight, I am gonna start renewing my mind and I don’t care what it takes, I’m going not going to live in the same garbage can”. Meditate, meaning think over and over good things, roll them over and over in your mind. “I’m not gonna give up”, “I’ll do whatever I need to do”. You do that day after day, after day and even after a week you‘re gonna start thinking differently. Wow, I can’t wait!!